But when I try to, I think of that series of photos taken at a checkpoint in Iraq in which triggerhappy U.S. troops shot first and asked questions later, later to find six terrified and bleeding children in the car that rolled to a stop. I think of that little bleeding girl screaming over her butchered parents, and U.S. soldiers wearing masks to hide their identities from the photographer. That little girl is my boss. And the rage I feel at the people who put her in that position, I'm telling you, is simply more than you want to hear. Why do I do what I do, and how can I stand what I have to look at? I work for that little girl, and if you don't too, then you have a problem with me.

That picture of that little girl remains in my mind when I think about what is going on this this world as well. It haunts me when I'm reminded that Americans don't care. What a sick world.

Back to the videos. The woman in it was married to a Marine Colonel (i think) and talks about those members of certain clubs, faternities, and organizations and how their innitiation was to have homosexual sex with, I think someone higher up in the organization. For those initiated, they would move up in the ranks very quickly and very highly. The names she names are telling. The end of the second video is telling as well and is in line with a lot of other research I've read. I think what she says is very likely based in truth. Her story falls in line with the Gannon scandle, some of the information about Hunter Thomas and his recent death, all the ritual abuse occuring all over the world - I think this thing is bigger than I can even imagine.