Shadows of the cave: April 2005

"To them, I said, the truth would be literally nothing but the shadows of the images." - Plato

Nightmares

1 comments Published Saturday, April 30, 2005 by Los.

Its been a while since I've had a nightmare but I had one last night. It think it was influenced from watching those clips about sex rings in the military and government. Ever have dreams of just this creepy and dominate evil being present? Thats whats its like and I get the same type of feeling when I think about some of the people in this world. Organized evil is more frightening to me, perhaps because of the level of intent behind it - perhaps at some level all evil is more organized than one might think. The truth is nessecary to face, as John Kaminski wrote in his lastest article:

But when I try to, I think of that series of photos taken at a checkpoint in Iraq in which triggerhappy U.S. troops shot first and asked questions later, later to find six terrified and bleeding children in the car that rolled to a stop. I think of that little bleeding girl screaming over her butchered parents, and U.S. soldiers wearing masks to hide their identities from the photographer. That little girl is my boss. And the rage I feel at the people who put her in that position, I'm telling you, is simply more than you want to hear. Why do I do what I do, and how can I stand what I have to look at? I work for that little girl, and if you don't too, then you have a problem with me.

That picture of that little girl remains in my mind when I think about what is going on this this world as well. It haunts me when I'm reminded that Americans don't care. What a sick world.

Back to the videos. The woman in it was married to a Marine Colonel (i think) and talks about those members of certain clubs, faternities, and organizations and how their innitiation was to have homosexual sex with, I think someone higher up in the organization. For those initiated, they would move up in the ranks very quickly and very highly. The names she names are telling. The end of the second video is telling as well and is in line with a lot of other research I've read. I think what she says is very likely based in truth. Her story falls in line with the Gannon scandle, some of the information about Hunter Thomas and his recent death, all the ritual abuse occuring all over the world - I think this thing is bigger than I can even imagine.

critical mass

0 comments Published by Los.

How deep does the rabbit hole go? It would seem to me that the Gannon scandle it just the tip of the iceburg, a gigantic iceburg. I just posted a couple of video clips in the video section about the homosexual ring within the top military and govenment ranks. These pschopaths have no end to what they seem capable of. I spent most of the day reading about ritual abuse and the detention camps set up in Amerika. What a sad state of affairs. And how many ignore and are turing their backs to what is happening to us. How much longer will people be able to have their backs turned; it seems at the rate of events getting bigger and bigger every day, that at some point there will reach a critical mass and people will not be able to turn their backs on the truth as it will be right in front no matter where one turns. But for now as things do get nastier, and occur more often, it also seems we have quite an easy time forgetting.

When I began serious investigating into the truth a couple of years ago many of the things I found seemed distant and 'over there'. As time goes on and the search continues I've found things within myself and in my immediate surroundings that have been ...well... shocking. Truth, I think can only be found if one is searching in all directions. This proccess has shown me the impact of what Gurdjieff calls buffers. As humanity covers up its lies, deception and pain, so do we as individuals. Our society is a reflection of us. We are liars. We are responsible for what is happening in the world. The cruity of the world is always and more and more becoming an aparent part of my observations of this place I live in, that I am a part of. I wonder how much time is left till the massive pile of poo hits the fan.

A University Education

0 comments Published Thursday, April 28, 2005 by Los.

I recently returned to college. My heart is not into it and so I am in a place I'd never thought I'd be. This degree I think might help, even if only for a little bit to help me move overseas. The return to school certainly gave me additional shocks. In on of my classes the topic of 'why do they hate us' came up briefly. People actually said 'because of our freedoms'. I was speechless...sorta. I did have to sputter some substance of thought in spite of my baffelment. It is shocking to hear first hand a large group of people choosing to accept such stupidity as a part of their 'thinking'. How self involved is our culture when our response to people HATING us is because of our independence!! AND HOW UTTERLY FALSE!! First of all Americans do not have the flag waving freedoms we think we have. Have ya checked out the Patriot Act and the Domestic Security Enhancement Act (Patriot Act II) recently?!?!? How bout the police state that is our reality? Look around. Second, has anybody even considered that they 'hate' us (in part) because of our support of their people's slaughter via the Nazi Israeli death camps called the West Bank and Gaza??